I have been here all the time. Everyone who has been runequesting knows me. You have my email address here in the account, not visible to the public but visible to you. Loz and Pete know where to find me. Angus knows all three of my email addresses. My signature in the brp forum leads to the AG website, that has a contact form that immediately forwards the mail to me.
But above all, you should have a signed agreement to abide to the conditions of the old RuneQuest logo license, sent to you back in 2007, lying somewhere in the Mongoose offices. I am hardly a stranger to you, Mr. Sprange.
So the reason for your "desperation" is....?
If you need anything from me, please PM me here, on rpg.net or on brp central, or use the contact form on the Alephtar Games web site. Thank you.